honestly i feel like i have no friends
NO FRIENDS

OK

i know i'v been sick but i havn't talked to anyone BUT MY FAMILY for the past week and truth be told i want to talk to SOMEBODY else.
ok is it to much to ask for somebody to be on msn
or at least before i got sick it would have been nice if i had longer conversations with janelle or if vivian would respond instead of just blowing me off for the vampire story that you won't let me see and i wish i could go back in time to get more emails of friends from grade 9 if only i did cus then i wouldn't be bored and fed up with my stupididty and shyness to get more friends

i'm starting to think i should join the dark side and actually get facebook and of course if i did that i would regret it horribly... don't ask about that.

all that i have been doing latly is draw some lousy doodles, work on this old idea of a comic that i did with an old friend but unfortunatly i lost the actual comic and play online games to pass the time.

i'm soooo antisocial and all i can do is compain about it

it's so sickening

please take no offence to this any one who reads this cus i'll probably regret writing this later anyway never mind this rambleing i just need to get this off my chest

thanks if you read this entire thing
it really does mean something.

i know part of this is my fault like not notifying things to certain people but still if my friends are sick please notify me with an email or some sort of message.
email is actually pretty usefull

once again this is just a ramble that will be prabably be unheared so take no offence to my undying wants of actually talking to friends